1 00:00:17,900 --> 00:00:27,280 I was interviewing some folks in care centers for a program called Art for Life, sponsored 2 00:00:27,280 --> 00:00:33,960 by the North Dakota Council on the Arts, and it happened that COVID happened at the same 3 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:40,580 time, so I was doing a phone interview with these four lovely women all in their 90s from 4 00:00:40,580 --> 00:00:49,500 the heritage home near Jamestown, North Dakota, and we were talking about isolation and how they were 5 00:00:49,500 --> 00:00:57,140 going to handle this COVID thing and they all said, oh, this is nothing. You know, we know how to 6 00:00:57,140 --> 00:01:05,420 take care of ourselves and each other. And so I just took notes on my yellow legal pad while they were 7 00:01:05,420 --> 00:01:11,300 speaking on the phone and and then later I tried to find the poetry and in their lovely 8 00:01:11,300 --> 00:01:19,180 words and their hearts and they all talked about even growing up how fortunate they were 9 00:01:19,180 --> 00:01:24,860 to have had a chance to work with horses and how that carried through into all of their 10 00:01:24,860 --> 00:01:32,400 lives and also that they said you know we never knew we were poor. We always had time to 11 00:01:32,400 --> 00:01:41,100 go out on Saturday night even after a hard work week of work and so there was a lot of 12 00:01:41,100 --> 00:01:47,600 wisdom there I thought and so I call this the four wise, Donna 13 00:01:57,010 --> 00:02:01,190 was a small tanger, made 14 00:02:01,190 --> 00:02:08,910 a man who changed her work, a farmer with a weak heeled lawn, 15 00:02:12,850 --> 00:02:14,770 several years they worked 16 00:02:14,770 --> 00:02:25,970 the long and when he passed she carried on she farmed along quarter century she 17 00:02:29,140 --> 00:02:37,940 talked about the days to come to be afraid she ain't that one ever board 18 00:02:46,930 --> 00:02:52,130 forces have a Saturday answer cares away 19 00:02:54,980 --> 00:02:59,520 forces never knew we were among the 20 00:02:59,520 --> 00:03:00,600 Common grew 21 00:03:11,420 --> 00:03:11,860 up, 22 00:03:15,840 --> 00:03:17,960 she loved right on, 23 00:03:27,630 --> 00:03:36,310 the evening quilts were sown, to warm souls of those unknown, her love to 24 00:03:45,650 --> 00:03:50,570 its best, until he met, he'd heard all rest, 25 00:03:50,570 --> 00:03:51,090 Can 26 00:04:02,290 --> 00:04:06,520 hang her strong fist 27 00:04:47,440 --> 00:04:47,960 on 28 00:04:54,140 --> 00:04:57,380 every new tattoo 29 00:04:59,620 --> 00:05:00,560 Filled with 30 00:05:03,370 --> 00:05:05,370 forgiveness, good attitude 31 00:05:09,880 --> 00:05:11,080 Most people 32 00:05:20,140 --> 00:05:22,620 pretty darn good wife 33 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:37,460 Every Saturday, heck 34 00:05:55,020 --> 00:05:55,740 here's a way 35 00:06:17,760 --> 00:06:21,200 Donna was a small town girl 36 00:06:21,200 --> 00:06:25,140 Met a man who changed her word 37 00:06:30,320 --> 00:06:31,080 Wheatfield 38 00:06:31,080 --> 00:06:31,800 Well 39 00:06:46,360 --> 00:06:46,960 it's June, 40 00:06:49,040 --> 00:06:50,400 last day of June 41 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:51,040 And 42 00:06:54,470 --> 00:06:55,610 a beautiful moon 43 00:06:55,610 --> 00:06:57,430 A June moon, 44 00:07:01,430 --> 00:07:10,330 last chance to get out, find a hayfield, smell some sweet clover, alfalfa, 45 00:07:10,590 --> 00:07:13,730 fresh green grass, especially now we had a little rain. 46 00:07:20,040 --> 00:07:26,460 June fields, a good night to be out and hang your heart on the moon field. 47 00:07:27,320 --> 00:07:36,640 This is written on open swathor, watching the hay tumble out into a windrow behind which 48 00:07:36,640 --> 00:07:42,380 would be cured by the sun and then gathered up to be bailed or maybe chopped. 49 00:07:43,060 --> 00:07:43,280 You're 50 00:08:04,340 --> 00:08:11,290 lucky and you hear the words rising up, if you're lucky, 51 00:08:14,550 --> 00:08:15,630 you'll have a screwdriver 52 00:08:15,630 --> 00:08:22,370 Or a rusty nail scratch down the lyrics you're being given 53 00:08:24,040 --> 00:08:27,360 Into the rusts on the control panel 54 00:08:27,360 --> 00:08:28,040 To 55 00:08:38,470 --> 00:08:41,270 the morning light 56 00:08:43,540 --> 00:08:47,380 shadows shallow live fall 57 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:50,440 Night will like 58 00:08:53,610 --> 00:08:55,970 the haze standing tall 59 00:08:55,970 --> 00:08:58,270 To the reas 60 00:09:02,970 --> 00:09:05,470 they gather the tape 61 00:09:06,150 --> 00:09:09,730 It's a legion of winter 62 00:09:12,520 --> 00:09:17,980 and stern Wheeler wake and feel 63 00:11:10,240 --> 00:11:12,820 while the moon glazes 64 00:11:33,810 --> 00:11:36,210 in sweet grass. 65 00:12:28,300 --> 00:12:30,960 Tonight's the night gang, tonight's the night. 66 00:12:31,280 --> 00:12:36,600 Well I had the privilege of going to a one room school for eight years, little heart school 67 00:12:36,600 --> 00:12:43,920 number two south of Mandan about eight miles and I'll never forget that exciting day. 68 00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:50,100 I think I was probably in, I don't know, fourth or fifth grade, and the book 69 00:12:50,100 --> 00:12:57,440 mobile arrived. The citizens of Morton County had voted to raise their taxes 70 00:12:57,440 --> 00:13:04,260 a little, tiny bit, so us farm kids could have equal access to all kinds of 71 00:13:04,260 --> 00:13:09,960 books, all kinds of books. And we got to go into the book mobile when it first 72 00:13:09,960 --> 00:13:15,520 derived that first day, and I'll never forget. It was crowded in there because there was 73 00:13:15,520 --> 00:13:22,740 just a narrow pathway between the racks of books and the smell of the books and the ink 74 00:13:22,740 --> 00:13:30,840 and the glue was something that I'll never forget and the excitement. And somehow, not 75 00:13:30,840 --> 00:13:41,820 knowing what book to choose, a book chose me. And it was in my hands. I don't know how 76 00:13:41,820 --> 00:13:49,660 it got there. But it was a book called Ferdinand the Bull about Ferdinand the Bull who lived 77 00:13:49,660 --> 00:13:58,740 just outside of Madrid, Spain. And he had been recruited to go to the bullfight in Madrid 78 00:13:58,740 --> 00:14:10,160 to a fight, but Ferdinand was quite happy where he was out on the hills around Madrid 79 00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:14,540 under his cork tree where he loved to just sit and smell the flowers. 80 00:14:15,700 --> 00:14:23,480 But he got recruited to go fight, but when he got into the bullring he smelled the flowers 81 00:14:23,480 --> 00:14:29,340 that were in the lady's hair and in their fancy bonnets and the flowers that they had thrown 82 00:14:29,340 --> 00:14:38,320 out for the Matador. And he just sat down and smelled the flowers. And everyone was quite 83 00:14:38,320 --> 00:14:47,240 upset, especially the Matador. But Ferdinand was taken back to his pasture. And he didn't 84 00:14:47,240 --> 00:14:57,440 fight because he was afraid or a coward. He didn't fight because he was courageous and brave. 85 00:14:58,300 --> 00:14:59,880 brave enough to 86 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:09,080 To be who he truly had been created to be, long before he was born, brave enough to know his 87 00:15:09,080 --> 00:15:16,700 peaceful heart and to live his peaceful heart. And I think about Ferdinand a lot, especially 88 00:15:16,700 --> 00:15:25,680 these days. And I think he's still there. I know he is, I know he is, because he lives 89 00:15:25,680 --> 00:15:35,840 in my heart now, and now he can live in yours or whoever hears this story. And I know he's under his 90 00:15:35,840 --> 00:15:42,100 cork tree smelling the flowers cool in the shade. 91 00:19:47,850 --> 00:19:54,870 I don't know how many outdoor pools are in small towns around the area anymore but 92 00:19:54,870 --> 00:20:01,810 in the town that I grew up near Mandan. The outdoor pool was the sort of the center of 93 00:20:02,730 --> 00:20:09,570 well, I'll say cultural activity which is a pretty broad umbrella. And it was the place 94 00:20:09,570 --> 00:20:16,010 to be, I guess. I didn't get to go in a lot because I was mostly working on the farm. 95 00:20:16,770 --> 00:20:23,610 But a few times I did get in there. And I remember being warned by the lifeguards, you not 96 00:20:23,610 --> 00:20:32,110 cross over the rope and get sucked into the deep end and I never quite knew what 97 00:20:32,110 --> 00:20:39,290 that meant but it sounded it sounded pretty scary and I know that even though 98 00:20:39,290 --> 00:20:48,450 the pool was closed during the night it was still used so it's called down in 99 00:20:48,450 --> 00:20:50,370 the water, two, three, four. 100 00:21:07,240 --> 00:21:12,700 At the big cool summer evening, trying to keep cool, 101 00:21:13,440 --> 00:21:20,020 they had stuck in, and the heat flew, when they lay down in the warm 102 00:21:25,490 --> 00:21:26,530 night shed, 103 00:21:27,310 --> 00:21:34,790 jealous angels shaking their heads, laughing lovers, all the fear fled, 104 00:21:34,790 --> 00:21:35,390 When 105 00:21:39,360 --> 00:21:44,440 whenever love is true, there ain't nothing, 106 00:21:57,340 --> 00:22:04,740 life will pitch you to the shoulder, up the middle, low and over. 107 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:06,780 You don't have to, 108 00:22:14,320 --> 00:22:24,780 wonder, watchin' lifelines, growin' shorter, still the light shines, longer shadows of our lifetime, 109 00:22:27,410 --> 00:22:28,530 down in the water. 110 00:22:28,530 --> 00:22:36,050 Whenever love is true, there ain't nothing others, 111 00:23:01,910 --> 00:23:07,550 jealous angels, smile it all still can. 112 00:23:08,290 --> 00:23:09,910 Let's all jump in, 113 00:23:18,370 --> 00:23:19,230 love is, 114 00:23:46,820 --> 00:23:50,940 whenever love is true, there ain't nothing you can do. 115 00:23:51,780 --> 00:23:57,440 It ain't always up to you, and you don't have to hit the Homer. 116 00:23:58,240 --> 00:24:10,260 I love singing and writing and living where I do and, but it was quite some time before 117 00:24:10,260 --> 00:24:17,040 I realized, I really realized that there was life going on here long before my ancestors 118 00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:23,900 arrived in the, in the late 1800s and that there was love happening and games happening 119 00:24:23,900 --> 00:24:27,320 hunting and hunting happening and life 120 00:24:30,260 --> 00:24:37,060 happening and I had the good chance just by chance when 121 00:24:37,060 --> 00:24:43,620 I was hauling grain out to the to the elevator and then driving back out to the 122 00:24:43,620 --> 00:24:48,900 combine where my dad was waiting with another hopper full of grain and then we 123 00:24:48,900 --> 00:24:52,080 dump it in the truck and when the truck was full we drive into the grain 124 00:24:52,080 --> 00:24:58,740 elevator in Mandin. And on one of those return trips, it was about the first time I had driven 125 00:24:58,740 --> 00:25:05,160 the truck by myself. I was probably 14, 15 years old. And there was a fellow walking along 126 00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:13,300 what we called River Road, which is now Highway 1806 on his way out to his wonderful rich standing 127 00:25:13,300 --> 00:25:23,100 rock community. And for some reason, I heard a little voice say it's a hot day, hot August, 128 00:25:23,100 --> 00:25:31,800 day he could probably use a ride. So I slowed down and opened the, kicked open the 129 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:36,960 passenger door and he climbed in and the story unfolded. 130 00:25:49,380 --> 00:25:59,180 In my daddy's old truck, that's chief 55. I was 15 years old just coming alive. He stood 131 00:25:59,180 --> 00:26:07,060 But on the shoulder, too proud to ask, I threw her in neutral, slipped off the gas. 132 00:26:12,410 --> 00:26:21,340 I slow on the gravely greed, he climbed in the cab, no eye contact me. 133 00:26:22,020 --> 00:26:30,440 Six miles of silence, his head held up high, to my question unanswered, I heard his reply. 134 00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:36,280 I'm rainbow, Kenny Rainbow, I'm a singer, you know 135 00:26:36,280 --> 00:26:40,740 On the highway to heaven, the journey is slow 136 00:26:40,740 --> 00:26:45,300 Until I come to my drum, and the big powwow show 137 00:26:45,300 --> 00:26:50,000 I'm rainbow, Kenny Rainbow, I'm a singer, you know 138 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:50,740 His 139 00:26:55,260 --> 00:26:59,520 voice held conviction, from deep within sight 140 00:26:59,520 --> 00:27:04,140 Deeper than ego, far beyond pride 141 00:27:04,140 --> 00:27:13,440 30 years later, it came to be clear he was a keeper of culture, stories to hear. 142 00:27:14,900 --> 00:27:24,340 My head in its youth passed over his words, a heart held the truth of all that it heard. 143 00:27:24,340 --> 00:27:29,080 We came to his corner I know I was blessed 144 00:27:29,080 --> 00:27:34,320 As he called from the gravel Into my past 145 00:27:35,340 --> 00:27:39,800 I'm a rainbow, Kenny Rainbow, I'm a singer, you know 146 00:27:40,060 --> 00:27:44,520 On the highway to heaven The journey's slow 147 00:27:44,520 --> 00:27:49,180 Till I come to my drum At the big powwow shoe 148 00:27:49,180 --> 00:27:53,840 I'm a rainbow, Kenny Rainbow, I'm a singer, you know 149 00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:54,440 Now 150 00:27:59,490 --> 00:28:08,770 I sing the stage lights in clear prairie stars, in holy old churches, in smoke-holdy bars. 151 00:28:09,270 --> 00:28:13,530 I'm very, I'm very neighbors with song. 152 00:28:14,310 --> 00:28:17,710 I know I'm a singer, and where I belong. 153 00:28:18,590 --> 00:28:22,970 Like Rainbow, Kenny Rainbow, I'm a singer, you know. 154 00:28:22,970 --> 00:28:32,110 On the highway to heaven, the journey is slow, till it comes to my drum at the big powwow 155 00:28:32,110 --> 00:28:40,730 show, like Rainbow, Kenny Rainbow, I'm a singer and go, like Rainbow, Kenny Rainbow, 156 00:28:41,430 --> 00:28:44,190 I'm a singer, yeah, I've 157 00:29:07,550 --> 00:29:14,110 had the privilege of being with many lovely mama cows at their 158 00:29:14,110 --> 00:29:20,130 time of giving birth and quite 159 00:29:29,160 --> 00:29:34,180 a special privilege to be out under cold March stars. 160 00:29:34,920 --> 00:29:41,020 This is before we started calving in May, which is when we should be calving. 161 00:29:44,100 --> 00:29:54,120 But nevertheless, to be with a mama cow at that special time in the dark under clear, 162 00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:56,660 Clear, clear, clear, starry sky. 163 00:30:03,950 --> 00:30:04,850 In the quiet. 164 00:30:08,860 --> 00:30:10,540 And then the magic happens. 165 00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:24,160 And after the mama cow has cleaned the calf and 166 00:30:26,470 --> 00:30:30,170 taught it to nurse, she lies down. 167 00:30:33,460 --> 00:30:38,620 And I may have given her some dried cat tails to lie 168 00:30:38,620 --> 00:30:43,380 down and smelling of mint and river and willow. And 169 00:30:48,020 --> 00:30:50,140 the calf finds its way over to that 170 00:30:50,140 --> 00:30:58,060 warm tummy of the momma and slides down into that cat tail bed. 171 00:31:01,260 --> 00:31:14,420 Oh my little dark-eyed one, you who've yet to see the sun, born before chilly dawn, 172 00:31:14,420 --> 00:31:18,120 by your mama safe 173 00:31:25,190 --> 00:31:35,550 thirty-far from past the moon beyond the star now you raise and 174 00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:39,500 lay 175 00:31:39,500 --> 00:31:42,220 you down in a cat-to 176 00:31:49,220 --> 00:31:50,100 -cat-to 177 00:31:54,580 --> 00:31:56,720 -cat-to-in star Venus 178 00:32:01,010 --> 00:32:01,730 blown 179 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:10,340 in a cat-to 180 00:32:25,260 --> 00:32:25,810 -day 181 00:32:25,810 --> 00:32:38,870 long last fall, buildin' cactailed hen and tall, put up dry in yonder shed to make 182 00:32:38,870 --> 00:32:39,710 for you. 183 00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:50,540 I am not used, 184 00:32:58,420 --> 00:32:59,240 my soul, 185 00:33:03,370 --> 00:33:05,930 lay me down in a kindness, 186 00:33:26,340 --> 00:33:27,140 lay me 187 00:33:34,310 --> 00:33:34,830 down.